Hi Anomaly,
thanks for the welcome

I practiced Wicca until now, European Wicca let me say, I'm not sure if in your country is different but I suppose it is. I think that everything nevertheless the common teachings is influenced from the place where it develops, from the mentality and cultural ground of the practioners and so on. So here I was in a group that represented for me the breakthrough or better gave me the possibility to prove ms.,practicing alone has big limits, but it didn't last, I got bored cause we were doing always the same thing, when I realized that It was like going to the church on sunday it was clear to me that I was going to be again the solitary praticioner. That was one and half year ago.
I have an idea about life and this includes magic too, there is only one limit and that's me. So I'm tryng constantly to manipulate my inner reality and to manifest it outside.
I studied a couple of healing methods, learned energy works, was in "spiritual" groups and all the sthe stuff you can imagine.... it was useful but not what I was looking for.
I have to say it, everytime now that someone says that he did something spiritual I start to grin uncontrollably cause I always get the image of the someone that in the night is going to piss leaving the soul in bed.
The book/link that changed my perpective was:" Magical use of thought forms" from J.H.Brennan.

The other thing that I want to share is my moment in life, isn't it nice that in this moment I'm not able anymore to have a viewpoint on any subject? I mean i think something and a moment later I can think/value the opposite and both are logic and real in the same time. So it seems that my old system doesn't function anymore, I'm so to say in chaos. :mrgreen: Or I jumped inthe right pot at right time happy to be cooked.

Yue were helpful,Liber Null and Liber Kaos are on the way.

Rainhawk

Hi RainHawk,

I am Anomaly. Welcome to the Prismatic Vortex, feel free to dive into any forum you like.

What conventional paradigm did you practice before finding chaos magic?

Chaos magic for me has proven to be the defining characteristic of my life. You are on a great adventure full of profits and pleasures with this style of magic. Chaos Magic will make you a competent magician.

Liber MMM is a magical training course developed by Peter Carroll. The same Peter Carroll who founded the magical pact of the Illuminates of Thanateros. You can find this course in Liber Null and Psychonaut published by Wieser Books. I would recommend picking this book up. Many consider Carroll the father of Chaos Magic. There are other training courses found within his works which are prerequisites for being initiated into higher grades in the IOT.

I hope this post has been helpful.

~Fra. Anomaly~