Well this is a start of a monasticism i think.
Morning : Lesser Banishing Ritual of the Pentagram
Lunchtime: Meditative Walk as I usually do ( I have several requests to spell out the walk so I will).
Gnostic Pentagram Ritual ( Astral Style) . Of which I followed, with the Chao-Kundalini excercise
This I then followed with a Lesser Banishing Ritual of the Pentagram astral version, but it was really hard since my body was so energized, it started to wander. I was trying to temper the "Kundalini" with a higher vibrational rate. Sorta to try to temper the energy.
Later in night:
Feed the spirits, but did it a different way.
Did a sigilized spell with the ancestors. This lasted over an hour, sigilized my intent and was connecting to different ancestors. This is not a traditional way to work with them, but basically, opened the door, started my mantra ( say prayer), drew it out over a candle, rattle while connecting to the vibe of the ancesters, and going to town on the mantra. I will right this up throughly when I get the desired outcome.
I needed some food after this, so I went and got ice cream cause I was VERY in a wierd condition.
After the ancestor work, Did a reading for a client. This reading went pretty well.
Then... after the reading... progressed to a Venusian Planetary Intelligence working with the intent to experience and integrate the concepts of LOVE. I didn't have everything I wanted for the ritual, but went ahead using Malachite for my Earth part of the altar ( risk taking stone, but green). I will write this ritual up soon. I opened the planetary hexagram and just was starting to get in a happy mood. This happened EXTREMELY quickly. This increasing happiness and just feeling great in a very mellow sort of way, continued. I started to summon the Venusian intelligence, and really began to fill total bliss. I kept doing this and basically blacked out feeling total peace, relaxation and truly unconditionally well. 2 hours later, which felt like 5 minutes, I start to realize "where am I". Then finish off the the absorbing aspects of the Kabbalistic Cross to finish the ritual. I don't think I have felt this upbeat in a long long long time, and well. This is part of a long series of wok, to enhance personal self-love to a much greater amount.

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