Day one of the Monastism was seriously challenging
had basically had Extreme negativity occur, IT SUCKED really bad.
And of course the temptation is do shopping therapy since I had some shit stolen... but I really dont need to re-buy what I had since I have a backup tool back home... So I am not going to do that since while it sucks, I am just going to keep going on the Jihad. Although after dealing with my freind dying, then going to my moms grave then having my shit stolen... Its a pretty bad day. Tarot reading came up with all kinds of good shit coming up. Banished several times, cheated a little on the diet front.

Despite that did Angelic Hanial ritual to heal and promote pure self love in a public session. This tore me apart in a way, people had totally f^%#d emotional issues but I did it and people got results. Empowerment ritual success.