On Saturday,

We had a multi-hour discussion with Columbus Temple mates on the Love Hate relationship with magic. The frustration with magic and the pain of magic in some cases.

Each of us had different points in the discussion

They boil down to

• Lots of work
• Personal responsibility. The magician has no excuses, since they know the mirror of the world is them, and if they dont like it they have to act. Thats a curse and a blessing, are people in the prison who accept it happier? or are the ones banging and tearing at the prison walls happier?
• The impact of other people ( Most other groups either sell the snake oil that there is no work, or out and out stop people from changing their internal or external reality
• Magic is not culturally accepted in any way, this is a strong point, more then one person said, yeah if I have a woman over and she sees my book collection, if she wasn't into some of this, shed run.
• Magic is viral, and magicians are different from the average person in that the energies around force magicians to seek out life partners who are magicians so they can clean out their energy and stay sane. AKA we had multiple incidents where being around people practicing magic too much without any training in grounding, destabilizes people who are not magical.
• ( andrieh note, had a rough time when I started)
• There is sometimes, where the pop notion of "think it" just doesnt apply and sometimes there actually is spiritual resistance ( and this happens somewhat more often then people would think) to magical operations... this is just a function of the world in some cases. But there does seem to be verified things that just try to make life miserable.
• People who are attracted to magic are not serious about it, and there is little practical improvement in their lives. Groups that form are often more about the sex, drugs, or just even clothing. This is not real work, or real connection with their divinities.
• Time is hard, and so much work.

We decided after the discussion to go ahead with a Haniel Ritual, to transform the issues from conflict to harmony internally transform our relationships to magic through the Planetary point of venus ( I WILL post this ritual in its entirely, since I believe it is actually an issue for lots of people .... the ritual is posted as a public service... since I think after a while we all get to that place of the love/hate relationship

This ritual had several odd components

a) we were hearing odd sounds ( like cords throughout the ritual going). There were NO physical explanation for those sounds that formed with us ... and odd set of chords. AKA there was a PHYSICAL MANIFESTATION OF SOUND in that ritual.

LET me repeat

a Physical Contiuous Manifestation of Sound at different chords and vibrations to make the ceremony really sound odd.

THERE was no doubt of Physical manifestation of Sound, that was definitely in line with classical angelic chords that were from the intelligence we were working with.   

Everyone was generally extremely affected by the ritual. My thinking processes are totally different. I am trying to move to the next segment of my personal transformation, this was not intended as a one time wham bam thank you mam ritual. As I find more issues, the intent was to repeat the issue, and have those transformed on the point of Venus Planetary with the Venusean Archangel acting as the surgan. There are a couple very represed memories, that I have some access too... and transforming those will quite possibly re-open up full communication channels to the dead.

Next day REPORT:

I can definitely SEE auras, and definitely SEE energy or psychic connections with very little effort. I could always feel them, but seeing them I d have to drop down in trance... not any more.

Likewise, my spirit medium ship ability, with little effort ( I still have mostly closed shields) is greatly greatly expanded. All of that was blocked by my love hate relationship with magic,,, and this is something that I believe is more common and difficult across the board for magicians who actually do the work.