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This topic needs some loveI performed this initiation to become a member of the Autonomatrix. I thought I might share it with everyone so here you all go. A play of sorts Tools The statement of Intent will be, “We do Initiate ourselves into the Autonomatrix and cause inspiration for illumination.” Ten minutes of sound and image concentration is then performed using the mantra and sigil created for the rite. An invocation of the Death self using mantra, “Canmuh Dotwefli” for five minutes is performed. This mantra is a fleshed sigil based off of the statement of intent, “We will come into contact with our Death self now.” • A eulogy is read and the self is visualized as decaying and dying then being put back together with an extra quality added to it. The extra quality will be a horn protruding from my forehead. A play of sorts is conducted using the upper arcana of the tarot showing the evolution of the self into the magician self of the Autonomatrix. The fool card is unveiled on the alter and a short prose is read • At the inception of my life, I knew not what life would offer. I grew to a man and made manly decisions. I found no inspiration in the divine and turned inward for answers. Speculation and assumption became the vessel of our truth. The Death card is unveiled on the alter and a short prose is read • At death, we learn the self is transitory, a collection of tastes, opinions, and idiosyncrasies. As the body fades, so does the aetheric body leaving nothing but the animating spark which becomes redistributed in new vessels. The wheel of fortune is unveiled on the alter and a short prose is read • To Know, to Will, to dare, and to keep silent. Life, as a function of the universe finds itself governed by probability; chance seems the only fair morality in a world such as this one. Luck seems like the only desirable quality we could have, Belief as a tool, not an end in and of itself, and for this knowledge we feel fortunate. The Magician card is unveiled on the alter and a short prose is read • Becoming has become a habit, seeing has become insight, the world has become a play ground, and spirituality has become a procedure. This self has died before and shall die again; this self has found creation with new attributes. This self has become a magician of the Autonomatrix. The sigil is finally unveiled and signed in blood then put into a sealed envelope The wand is destroyed as a sacrifice of power to create the new self and the new Axiom declares, “We now do as an Axiom.” The GPR is performed before and after the ritual
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Love it Zero-One, very romantic. The sacrifice of the rings probably added a lot of energy to the ritual. I have trouble parting with rings; I generally wear seven of them at a time. I would say that after wearing the rings for three years, I probably would not have sacrificed them. I would love to hear some of the recordings you have made for trance work; I have never experimented with this type of gnosis.
I plan on performing this with my fiancé; it seems like a good ritual to break her in with. She has never experimented with magic but has natural precognitive abilities. I have given her Liber Null and started instructing her in meditation. I am writing the ceremony for our wedding too, I think this would be a good frame work to start with, I like the rebirth symbolism and think it would go well with the wedding.
I don’t even remember how many eulogies I have written. I like working with the death self, especially when working with metamorphosis. I have started doing Liber LLL from Josh Wetzel’s book the Paradigmal Pirate. There is a heavy section on metamorphosis, habit manipulation and transmogrification, my developed death self will help with this work indefinitely. I have also written a primer for work with the eight selves found in Liber Kaos. I will post this at a later date. The course I created allows the magician to create a personal grimoire of the legionary selves. I like it thus far but have not completed it myself yet. Like most experiments, it has turned into a full blown project.
I have never had anyone alter my rituals before Zero-one. Thank you so much, you have done a very good job here. I consider it a compliment that you would even consider doing so.
Humbly Chaotic,
~Anomaly~
Married in Chaos
Hm.
I'm a tool, I get it, loud and clear. . .
When I first read this, tools and intention, I did not read it fully as I was on my way to work. I thought perhaps this was a ritual to be done but as I am reading it here, it is more personal and not something that I can do in similar respects.
I have taken a great deal of death and dying courses in my philosophical focus and have played with the idea of my "death self" for many years. Wrote my own eulogy as well as a paper based on the idea that I have the time from 5pm one evening to 5am the next morning left of which to live - what would you do? (See: Ken Bryson Phd Philosophy at CBU, Nova Scotia, Flowers and Death. . . he is also a teacher of Cabala [Cabalic? Cabalistic?] meditation.)
I would not be able to do this rite, obviously because it is an induction into the Autonomatrix, which I know nothing about. However, when I posted my response initially in haste to get to work, I assumed there would be a way that I could mold this into a sort of induction into chaos itself. I like the idea of the blood signed sigil and have come up with my own rite for Jason and I to be inducted into the magickal world of chaos itself. If I never go forward with others, at least he and I can move forward together.
We do have our autonomy and yet we are connected (Jason and I) so any thoughts on our version are encouraged. . . Criticism is a must, I beg.
I ask for guidance rather than avoidance to my methods or my shared experiences - past and present.
Tools
- Razor for pricking and otherwise. . .
- Magical weapon to sacrifice - We used our hematite rings which have been a symbol of our "marriage" for three years. (We are not legally married for personal reasons at this time.)
- Two separate sigils of my magickal self and his magickal self (sign of our autonomy).
- Oath as sigil signed in blood.
- Fool card
- Death Card
- Wheel of Fortune Card
- Magician Card
Statement: "We initiate ourselves into the current of chaos, we aspire toward illumination through my self (Jason says "through my self" at same time) as autonomous, and through each other as one."
Sound focus: delta .25 hz, mantra made from above.
Invocation of the Death self as you posted.
Eulogy - My extra quality is a tale. Jason's is the third eye.
Fool card
- At the inception of my life, I knew not what life would offer. I grew to an adult and made adult decisions. I found no inspiration in the divine and turned inward for answers. Speculation and assumption became the vessel of my truth.
Death card, et al.
(as you posted)
Magician card
Becoming has become a habit, seeing has become insight, the world has become a play ground, and spirituality has become a procedure. This self has died before and shall die again; this self has found creation with new attributes. This self has shifted into the current of chaos.
Each of our magic self sigils signed in blood as a reflection of our autonomy, separate from one another.
Our joint sigil, an oath made, signed in blood AFTER having cut and sealed our palms together in a reflection our oneness. Our rings are destroyed as a sacrifice of that oneness - a paradox. The joint sigil as well as the two others are sealed in an envelope and laminated to the back of our journal. The joint sigil is our marriage to each other in the current of chaos, while the others are autonomous reflections of ourselves.
Please for the love of god criticize me.
Re: This topic needs some love
I do magic every night. . . this is of course my next. Thanks for this <3