Today is Friday 4/13. Usually I have ok to good luck on Friday the 13th, not today.
I took off today, but still had to work cause of emergencies at work. My headphones broke. There was major backsliding ( possibly caused by illness), in people’s behavior. I got hate mail on twitter ( btw, fuck off to the person who sent that… just thought Id slip that in). I got 3 hours sleep. There was a fail on the metrics ( backsliding), we set out and basically I threatened to get the the chains out ( in classical evocation work, to “torture and bind” the entity). Probably not the most “grace” filled thing I could do, but the message was sorta there. While I might play nice, I’m not going to be taken advantage of either. Results or we go all classical. I know thats not exactly the demonology way but eh, Dantalion was getting a little pushy on some things, and I basically was not going to have it. Results or no dice on what was asked for. Generally I will be generous on the praise ard rewards. In retrospect, I probably need to bust out my emergency mantra work ( the mantra I am working with), more often on days like this.
So I am going to do the work now, the earlier “threat”, I am going to leave aside and try to be more graceful. I am going to reverse the Dantalian work and Ganesh work, or sandwich the Dantalion work by some rounds of mantra work.
On the positive side, BBQ season is now open so I did that.
Addendum: So I reversed the order of the Ganesh and Dantalion work and I threw in a bit of Shiva work ( Om Namah Shivaya ). This was very effective. I have a HUGE body buzz, and then I went right into the Dantalion work who was more subdued ( obviously, I was an asshole earlier, and the demon really wants a longer and more permanent connection, and generally was overconfident about what they could do, or my projection was). Readings game back that everything was fine and this was a correction that was needed ( the earlier one). Still the order mattered and it was var easier and more enjoyable to start with the ganesh stuff, mostly cause the initial infernal banishing/elemental centering took a lot less work and was far more enjoyable after the chakras were open and aligned. Cross parading work, it is what it is.
On a side note, I think I need to do some experimentation again, come up with some crazy but not that crazy stuff 🙂 for fun.